for so many of us. how have you done it? what has it been to go through such hurt, such pain, to go where you are today? >> i mean, everything that my family taught us. our my mother, bringing us up in church. that's the greatest gift they could have left us with. from my grandmother to my mother. and each day, every day, it's not a day goes by that i don't hear my mother in my head. and when i think back, i used to think she was very quiet. now, when i look back, i think, my mother was really wise. wow. so, that's what i live by. and everything i do, i try to reflect and know to be sure that she's proud of me. okay. what would she say about that? and that's what keeps me going, knowing that i know she's proud of me. and my sister and all of us. like, she always said, all you have is your family. and my sister is here with me today. and baby david is here with me. and my cousin, gina. and she's the nanny. i make sure everything is surrounded around family. that's what she taught us. if you don't have fa